Day By Day

Was repeating the same routine, 
and I feel I getting lost somewhere,
where mainly I dunno why I have to work so hard, or why have to do that particular thing...
Only the day with jogging and gym, I somehow feel the release for the 1 hour...
I doubt the extent I can go through all these stress...
and maybe all the 4th year are in the same situation as me?
that one I'm not sure...
I only know, the 12 hrs reaction runs makes me exhausted,
and I really scare after meeting Dr chin, the experiment run have to add on like what happen today...
I don't even have a proper time watching drama/entertainment show...
and sometime, even lunch also RUSHING swallowing the food...
every time telling myself, yes, I can do, but I know kinda reach the limitation already...
The worry on PD progress, where I don't think I could lead the team properly~~
super guilty for that...

Ask again, what can I do?
How?
Why have to?


I HATE SUCH SUCKS LIFE....

The life

Just back from meeting those new fresh 1st year juniors....
I am so glad that they playing happily and enjoyed themself....
Welcome to UMP and be part of CCC =)

I really very happy to see those crew...
awwww, that was a long time, didn't meet you guys...
Shim, Randy, Weikiat, HanJie, BROTHERRSSSS that making fun on me, =)
KianWei, Jovin, Deon, SumYee, YuenKei,  Darren, WeiJian, KaiQuan, Xiao Ming really great to see you guys also...
and just little while for MaoMao and Joean <3 i="">
Seriously, I am so happy to see you guys...

With the tension and pressure from the PD and PSM,
I rarely laugh that much and that loud like just now =)
Thank you guys, for the night cheering me up...

and of coz, not to forget, imitating Des is the most epic activity of the night

p/s:控制不了就不要去想。或许在把自己放在不同的situation来找solution。那起码，发生一些事情，也许你还可以有个心理准备。当朋友就是不简单的，因为重视，所以在意。

平常心

给自己写了无数偏的这三个字。
快乐要紧，尽乐也要紧=)
想到过后忙的日子，真的要时时警惕自己“起码我是充实地过”。
一定要享受过程。
熬夜过程，读journal的过程，一切又一切的过程。

噢，忘了，还要按住自己容易生气的那把火。
昨天差点又发脾气了！*真该打*
莫生气，莫生气。

最后感恩我爱的人们都过得平安健康。 =)


p/s:木头明早回家，见不到咯。今晚我又不行。
当他对我说*why you never learn from lesson?* 我顿时笑出来，呵呵呵。
不是别的，就，觉得要是单独和木头见面的话，我可能必须一直挖话题*很累的嘛*。、
好啦，我会learn from the lesson 的。
可怜他晚餐只吃水煮蛋过活。=/

久违

很久没写了，很久过后的一篇。

我其实抱着没有很大的希望，有就有，没就没的心态。
PD competition 本来就不容易， 身边的朋友一个个的也不简单。
其实，不是什么，血很多时候都出乎我意料，
就像刚刚，我迷惘的时候，其实她那句话就让我醒了，
明知道，很多都是明知道，可大家却很不老实，
这样的竞争，我可不喜欢。
摆出自己不想要，结果自己就去接近目标，
我不是惊讶，而是心冷。
看到大部分人都是这样，而且都是身边的朋友，
都不懂要怎样了。
我从来都不喜欢去争，所以在局外看得到那很冷酷的竞争。
人真的很复杂。
我只有很无奈的看清，然后自己最清楚谁可信，谁又不可信。

嘉慧，认清这个社会吧，利益当前的话，就是如此。
最后，以平常心去面对这个比赛。

加油。
 

We're "T"

Date: 18 May 2013(sat)

Venue: Stadium Melawati

TVXQ Catch Me live world tour in Kuala Lumpur

演唱会后记

现在播放着他们的歌曲，演唱会还是历历在目。我当下的心情就好像你去见一个很想念的一个人，那种见到的窝心，激动，感动，感谢，庆幸，开心全在这晚。

一首首陪我度过这5年的种种，经历的种种，熟悉的歌，今晚就听了现场版的。我现在没有很high，没有好像去追韩星的那个感觉，就是充满感激的让我遇见他们。原来就是那么爱他们俩。

今天，两点到了会场外，到处走走，等着一班和我一样傻的女人们。买了官方的荧光棒，到处溜达。我还是第一次穿裙子打扮漂亮到会场，只因我知道这次不用顶着大太阳排队，我的是对号入座，舞台的中央。终于等到那班女人，哈，终于又见面了！*开心闲话吹了很多，就好像在论坛里那样*。闹哄哄吃了pizza，拍了照片。到了5点就正式排队进入*东于哲的小东就排在我前面，让我愣了一下下*

会场渐渐地被那红海淹没。荧幕，音乐响起*原谅我skip掉前面的开场艺人，不懂是谁*我眼眶就湿了，泪水控制不了留下来，身边的小雯也哭了。我了解，毕竟我们第一次见到他们，也隔了6年的大马站，想过他们两经历的低潮，5人变2人的形式，我哭了。很近很近的距离，他们就在我眼前。原来他们都很高，健硕的身形。珉珉全场就捧着笑容，我很爱那傻瓜的表情，高音呈现到无人能比，我家的忙内原来如此好看，真的很喜欢那萌笑容。浩浩那自信的表情，天，秒杀了每个在场的仙后，男人气魄，霸气，舞蹈，领导气氛，真的很棒，我为你而骄傲。

珉珉solo的confession 时，最后的那段，我就很自然的摆了一个心形，他看到我了，微微笑了，我当时脑袋空了，我确定他当下看到了，我的嘴型念着saranghae, 他的回复是pugupshida…. 奇迹梦幻般就发生在我眼前。奇迹不止发生一次而已。当合唱Iwanna hold you我又比了个心型，浩浩本来很酷的脸笑了，我确定他看到了！*原在于，我隔壁的两位也做了同样的动作*，他看到我们！我就这样被赐予梦幻般的礼物。我要表达的爱，他们看到了！

Unforgettable的视频，弄到我狂飙泪。拿着应援的布条，泪在滴。那样子肯定很丑*他们也看到了*。谁叫连续的3首歌都那么催泪-I’ll be there, I never let go。其实两个人真的很窝心，很眷顾每位仙后，互动很多，想必大家都可以看到他们很清楚。红海变紫海的瞬间，希望他们收到我们的心。演唱会里，他们向大家道歉，等了6年，谢谢我们一直在身边。从来没质疑过他们现场唱live，配合度，整齐度我都打满分，我专注听着每首歌，真的好像在梦里般。他们最后的表情，有想掉泪，我心都揪了。天啊~

这里有几个让我感触的：

• ·         很爱那个说那小女孩幻想与他们结婚的那个视频，我想说，我也愿意。

• ·         看到浩浩吻了suli，还真的----忍受不到喊出来了*虽然fx里我喜欢suli*

• ·         coffeeshop有珉珉在，画面很美好

• ·         运动健身的视频就是让我狂尖叫

• ·         珉=萌

• ·         郑队长躺在舞台

• ·         珉珉把水淋自己又泼dancer =^=

• ·         Encore 好爱hiyaya,sumerdream和sky,虽说舞台没有tokyodome般那么大，可那气氛是一样的。

• ·         郑先生，飞机上跳下来很危险，不要这样了！

• ·         两人的发型就很顺，没喷spray,甩发很帅！

• ·         两人感情真的很好，就那一幕encore浩浩推着珉珉要他说些话时，浩浩的表情。

• ·         Catchme的LED赞！

• ·         Purpleline的opening,队长很帅！

• ·         申展台和我视线几乎平行

• ·         旧歌应援都不错，就是唱I swear时不够齐

•    杀虫剂就是让我无言，沈昌珉~~

9点多结束了演唱会。我还是哭笑着感谢他们为我们呈现的舞台。约定了，就要遵守，郑队长。最后感激我身旁的女人们，为我们没变心的爱，干杯！我庆幸认识你们，刚认识的从泰国来的朋友，小雯的韩国手信。还有，谢谢爸爸妈妈和弟弟的载送，谢谢谅解我。感谢上天，我见到他们了，5年没爱错。坚信着，守护着，没后悔。

我爱你们，东方神起。

天！我开始想念你们了，不懂你们服役之前有没有机会呢？

 包含了泪水和汗水的夜晚。爱你们。

Here are the following song list that TVXQ performed today

1. Rising Sun
2. Getaway
3. Hey
4. (Short Clip) + 'O' Jun Ban Hap
5. Like A Soup
6. How are you
7. Journey
8. Confession
9. Honey Funny Bunny
10. Wong Number
11. I don't know (Korea Version)
12. Humanoids
13. Purple Line
14. Before You Go
15. Destiny
16. Memories + I never let go + Always There + As Always
17. I wanna hold you
18. Here i Stand
19. Dream
20. Catch Me
21. Intro + BUT (Korea Version)
22. Why
23. Unforgettable
24. (ENCORE)
25. Mirotic
26. Hiyaya (Summer Days)
27. Summer Dream + Sky
28. I'll Be There

Taiwan Day 50

After so long only decided to complete the last post about my story in Taiwan... Is already 6 months... The fact is, I got Nick's postcard this afternoon, and I really miss him a lot recently~ *Boa said Ah zai reserving some of  his UK frens for me XP* So, this just remind me I was spending my very last day in Taiwan with him.. So, my last post on Taiwan journey, dedicated to Nicholas Leung =)

Date:08/08/12
Venue: HshinChu city

I remembered, the last day, I walked around Hsinchu town area with Nick.. To be more exact, shopping with him?  Walked into few Nike/Adidas and Puma shop to get a hoodies, and ya, finally I got my blue Nike hoodies with 40% discount..

Still remember, the kids that cried a lot while we waiting for the bus back to the trainee house.. His mum dragged him into the bus... =) 
Nick brought me to his fav restaurant and we had our lunch there.. Huge portion, and I couldn't finish it.. Anyway, he treated me this set lunch as farewell..

Meeting up with Nav and Vagiz.. Nav just came back from Hua Lian and Vagiz came back from his scooter+around Taiwan trip.. 4 of us went to  a teppanyaki restaurant nearby, to have the farewell dinner.. Is like my whole journey that always stick with 4 of them,*included Wynlim*, and now going to say goodbye to them soon.. I feel sick, and I didn't order anything from the restaurant.. After the dinner with them, we back to trainee house, and Jerry& Iris were here.. They came to trainee house just to say goodbye to me.. and Those just got back from farm, Jess, Angela,Boa, Agnes and Vera..

My flight is at 11.35pm, where Howard, gonna accompany me all the way to airport.. Hugged everyone of them tightly and had snap shot together.. *pictures, that without Wynlim, seem lack of the important one* Is time to leave, and Nick helped me to drag the luggage, to the street outside of the trainee house where I'm gonna to take the shuttle bus to THSR station and then to the Taoyuan airport.. My last hug to him, Thanks Nick  =')

The whole journey to airport,thought will be boring, however, Howard did talk alot compared to usual.. surprisingly.. He is kinda quiet person... Manager Howard, thanks for sending me to the airport.. CTLC always the caring one as usual..  I texted everyone using the Taiwan number, for last goodbye, switched off the phone, walked into the awaiting area and got into the plane.. Landed on Malaysia about 4am..












*******officially ended.. my 50days in Taiwan... ********

Just 4 hours distance, separated the friends that I met in this 50 days, kinda sad to say goodbye...
I miss you guys a lot, really.. =')

words on the wall..

The last date with the son

Mini doughnuts

and my last mixed pearl bubble milk tea

The very last shot with them

Jerry

Iris

and photo without Wynlim...

with those back from farm..

and with my manager.. Howard

Posted by Celine Foo at 1/30/2013 01:57:00 AM

Taiwan Day 49

Date:07/08/12

Venue: 頤禾園有機農園 the green farm

 

Wake up at 6.45am.. Was sleeping on the sofa after ate medicine.. *The one who skype without earphone was so annoying* Yeah, I am going to spend the day in farm… Nick will go to the farm at noon.. JingNing as well…

So, Boa, Jess and I went to farm.. followed Aunty to the market to buy ingredients to cook Bah Kut Teh later.. Is my 1^st time to cook, so, I just hope it wont taste bad after all.. HAHHA .. 2day farm work as usual, bring the goats to eat some grasses, help to collect the vegetables, plant seed, watering the vegetables, feed chicken.. Best part of the day is in the kitchen where experience cooking 1^st time ever in my life… LOL.. well, due to I was having flu, so, I can’t taste any smell, Thanks to Boa and Jess helped me to taste the BKT.. end up, it was not bad(Success!) .. The farmer said I can graduate now.. HAHHHA.. Too bad Nick couldn’t taste the dishes that we cooked since he haven’t fully recover from diarrhea

This the Bah Kut Teh I cooked =)

Boa's cooking is delicious as well!

annoying part is weight ourself after lunch.. =(

Gained weight!!!! T^T

and the farmer recorded my weight on the whiteboard! T^T

The farmer =) Steven Lee!!!

Thanks to them, who treat us like their daughter.. Thanks~

 last sunset at Taiwan *so many time I watched the sunset and sunrise with my fren here , rite Nick?

Night time, farmer bring us to a restaurant nearby… well, a farewell dinner for Nick, JinNing and me… and of course definitely beer.. 1^st time drunk where I can’t walk properly even fall down from the chair*SO EMBARASSING!!!* after at least 10 times one shot… we are so worry on the plans later.. scare we couldn’t make it to give the farmer a surprise later..

The plan is we will go to his house which like 20 min walking distance from the trainee house, and celebrate father’s day with him since 8^th August is Father’s day in Taiwan… Luckily, we reached trainee house around 9.30pm… Terrance and Agnes laughed at me because I can’t walk straight.. *long sigh, Thanks to the farmer for that ==* And we made it!!! Farmer was so surprise =)  but honestly, this is what we could do for him.. really appreciate that he always taking care of us while we are away from our country, is like our father in Taiwan.. =) Aunty as well… God Bless them..

2moro plan? Meet Jerry and walk around in Hshinchu if possible… Nav haven’t get back from HuaLian…

p/s: Hate the ants that in kitchen…  *JEREMY LIN! Damn, I missed the chances to meet him AIKS

Posted by Celine Foo at 8/31/2012 12:17:00 PM

Taiwan Day 47 & 48

Date: 5/8/12 ; 6/8/12

Venue: 菁桐,平溪,十分，101，国父纪念馆;SM专卖店; ChingTong, PingXi, ShiFen, 101, Sun Yat Sen Memorial hall ; SM authorized shop

Wake up at 7.30am…Brain was quite blur at this morning…. Due to not really can sleep well since was wake up by a call to Terrance at 3am.. I was thinking my alarm rang or others iphone  alarm rang… swt…

Thank goodness we able to catch up the bus to Taipei this morning at 9am… Ale(the Mexican girl) nvr contact me and I forget to get contact no from her as well, so she didn’t join us for the trip.. Nick still suffered from diarrhea*pity him… Unfortunately, we have an hour to walk around in the Taipei main station due to we unable to make it for the train to Ruifang瑞芳 at 10.45am.. have to wait for next round at 11.45am..because of that, I finally know how to see the schedule from the booklet *special thanks to the uncle who help us to buy the tickets…

Walking around the main station…Looking for the money exchanger as well*but since is Sunday, so is closed…  Took a pamphlet about PingXi平溪 at the information counter*the aunty at the counter can speak so many languages, daebak!... Saw a Malay in MacD and realize that I had not seen a Malay nearly 2 months… Finally manage to catch the train to Ruifang and the train is very PACK.. Get to know Tony,a handicapped passenger who want to go KaoXiong…

As all in my plan, reached RuiFang Station and bought the tickets for this Pingxi trip *NT$52 for the whole trip, where you can ride on the train how many times as u wish for the day…  So, start with my 1st station as planned*which was the last station in Pingxi lane--- QingTong 菁桐.. cam here because of the movie /那些年> well, the train station where the main actor and actress got their romantic dating there LOL…. *This trip definitely a nice place for couples to have their dates XP.. There is a LOVER BRIDGE here, according to the grandma who sell the icecream*the ice cream stall even visited by SuperJunior M members-Siwon, Donghae ,Sungmin and ZhouMi oppa*, she said that once u walked through this bridge, you can get married/a bf in 3 months… Hahhahah, we’ll see then... I guess the Nick’s probability is the highest among us.. XP Ah zai, HWAITING! The souvenir shops in Qingtong old streets are quite nice especially which sell a lot of postcards here*aiks, if I know earlier, I will get the special 1 for you, brother * 

菁桐 railway station

superjunior M with the icecream

Vera, My new gf! AHHAHA

lover bridge...

Wil Ang, post card here nice as well =)

Due to tied schedule, we only spend around 1hr there… After that, around 2.10pm, we get in the train again to Pingxi平溪..Pingxi is the place well known of the Kong Ming lantern*天灯/孔明灯.. The lantern where you wrote ur wishes on it and light up the middle part*theory of hot air balloon, and the lantern rise higher and higher… With the hope of God will see the wishes that we wrote and fulfill you dream… Visited the 石底桥, *the main actor confessed to actress on the bridge =)... After that we decided to have our lunch 1^st before getting our lantern.. We need heavy food to recharge back energy =) but too bad there are two shops that sell heavy food---sausage… and due to long queue and slow services, Boa and Vera queue up for 1hr for the sausage.. ==!!! Ruined up my plan.. sigh… while waiting for another trip of the train, we had our lantern as well! =) wrote down our LAME wishes*like getting a bf/get marry/ London Olympics and etc and let it go!!! Well, hoping God will saw our wishes…

again with my girl friend =)

石底桥--the bridge in the movie =)

Yam pudding that well known in pingxi( 芋圆)

大肠包小肠-sausages that let us waited for 1 hr++ ==

Got up the train heading to Shifen十分… reached there is already 4.50pm *aiks, the sausage ruined up my plan =(  , earlier plan is to watch sunset at JiuFen 九份, but we couldn’t make it, so, watch the sunset at the waterfall then… The old street in shifen is very nice as well.. Many people letting go the lantern on the railway track.. the most creative part is where some of them put the firecracker on the lantern, so, the lantern looks even more beautiful than the normal one =)  Walked for half an hour, passing by the coal museum and pay NT$70 for entrance fees of waterfall…  hmm.. the waterfall is nice, with the peaceful surrounding—some animals, small garden, so, many visitors with their family having their own sweet time over there… get back to the shifen old street at 6.30pm.. the lantern looks even more beautiful when the sky started to turn dark.. No appetite to eat dinner, so, I skipped dinner then.. and my sickness getting worst.. Flu getting worst and I started to feel dizzy.. ahh… the thing is we have to wait for 1 hr again for the train back to Ruifang station.. Nick,Boa and Vera will get back to trainee house after this because Nick need to consult a doctor.. Me and Agnes will go to Jiufen for the nightview and old street…

group photos =)

2day background is always the railway track =)

I found the rainbow again =)

The waterfall

the creepy 1 hiding*remind me on the chao's photo

shifen old street in the night seem very beautiful..

However, we found the bus stand to jiufen but the taxi driver suggest us not to go there since already 8.30pm because the shops at the old streets almost closed.. Well, got no choice then, we walked around at the Ruifang town and had our dinner at the food street nearby*I had 鲁肉饭pork slices rice… Get into train to Taipei at 9.40pm.. I got fever and flu already, whole body feel so tired.. Aiks, so, I decided to cancel my plan to SanXia old street and ShiDa night market the next day, will get back to trainee house after visit the SM authorized shop…

Get to Taipei 101 tower.. Followed BanNan line板南线 to shizheng station 市政站 and walk for 10min ++ you will be seeing the 101 tower.. Thought that the night life in Taipei will be better, but unfortunately, Taiwanese are very discipline, we even feel some difficulties to get a place to stay for whole night.. Get in MacD but we are not allow to sleep.. aiks, lucky Agnes can nap for a while because her back facing the staff, If I fall asleep, it will be too obvious then.. My flu getting worst because lack of sleep… Around 4.30am, we went back to 7eleven nearby because I really need a rest.. Nap for 3 hrs, and tried to get a way to the Sun Yet Sen memorial hall by feet*because from the map, it seem near and we can save some transport fee as well but both of us lost somewhere and somehow have to get back to MRT station to the memorial hall.. LOL… *finally I manage to exchange my RM to NT; Agnes, sorry to let ypu wait for me..

101 tower during the night

renting bike like this method, daebak!

I miss the chance to meet JEREMY LIN!!! T^T * being told by Aunty from farm after that~

101 during the day~ nearer ver =)

Jay's restaurant that found accidentally~

Manage to get to the memorial hall.. I managed to watch the ceremony by honor guards in the memorial hall and also the water fountain with music  … But too bad, I not really enjoy everything because my body is too tired due to the flu and fever.. Heading to SM authorized shop, it is situated at许昌街, XuChang street near Taipei Main Station.. and we made it! Reached there and was attracted by all the SM product.. aiks, too bad DBSK section is too small T^T feel so down.. I din buy many things, just bought two I.AM badges.. well, I refuse to buy the album, still wishing to get the 1^st press

with sun yat sen!

honor guards~

No camera/snapshot allowed~ HHAHA but we took a photo~ LOL

Then, back to the station and get a bus to back to HsinChu.. Agnes rushing to back for the summer camp meeting.. Due to the fever and flu, I straight away sleep with blanket cover the body*I feel too cold although the weather is warm* after ate medicine… The rest of the day not important, just sleep and rest the whole day..

 p/s: 

• Nick diarrhea getting worst
• 5 of us collected the stamping during the whole trip LOL

• Saw the old lady and old man on the way we went back to the shifen old street, remind me of he no longer with us for 4 months already, I feel down =( 

• Found the 奶酥饼 that my bro want =) 

• Sick getting worst… hope my sick will get better 2moro, I wanna go to the farm before I left Taiwan

Posted by Celine Foo at 8/27/2012 12:34:00 AM