每个人都在找着自己呼吸的空隙...请别奢望想要一切顺
感激这两位朋友的话，安慰了我，感觉好了点~
p/s:心情还是糟透了~
Friday, July 29, 2011
Worst~ I reached the peak!
Sorry to my supervisor if i release my anger on you,
I just angry what the Carrefore manager shouted on me!
yet, i do nothing wrong, follow the procedure!
1st, my booth didn't block ur way, or others product
2nd, I already put the time where stated i will be right back in 5 min time!
This bastard wanna to THROW my booth away,
I asked him why?
know what he answered?
He said this is is his place, means he wanna do whatsoever thing he want/wish also can~
WTH!!!! He is an animal, see, how i communicate with an animal~
and i called to my supervisor,
he stared at me and shouted: ask ur boss to come to talk to me if u don't satisfy!
DAMNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!!!!!!
I am in bad luck i guess!
yes, i wanna fire him!
I told my supervisor i dun wanna do this project now,
but he said he couldn't find a person to replace me~
this is what i hate myself : not to trouble others,
I JUST WANNA BE SELFISH!
BE RUDE!
BE BAD GIRL!
Yes, I really HATE MYSELF NOW~~~
p/s: is damn stupid tears dropped after that! FOO JIA HUOY, U R DAMN WEAK!
p/p/s: nothing good happen 2day, luckily color of mosaic I choose for new home is nice, looks like i got potential to become designer~
I just angry what the Carrefore manager shouted on me!
yet, i do nothing wrong, follow the procedure!
1st, my booth didn't block ur way, or others product
2nd, I already put the time where stated i will be right back in 5 min time!
This bastard wanna to THROW my booth away,
I asked him why?
know what he answered?
He said this is is his place, means he wanna do whatsoever thing he want/wish also can~
WTH!!!! He is an animal, see, how i communicate with an animal~
and i called to my supervisor,
he stared at me and shouted: ask ur boss to come to talk to me if u don't satisfy!
DAMNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!!!!!!
I am in bad luck i guess!
yes, i wanna fire him!
I told my supervisor i dun wanna do this project now,
but he said he couldn't find a person to replace me~
this is what i hate myself : not to trouble others,
I JUST WANNA BE SELFISH!
BE RUDE!
BE BAD GIRL!
Yes, I really HATE MYSELF NOW~~~
p/p/s: nothing good happen 2day, luckily color of mosaic I choose for new home is nice, looks like i got potential to become designer~
Thursday, July 28, 2011
My Korean Name~
호가혜
Ho Ga Hae
This is my Korean Name~~ ^^
Thanks to Ivy
Finally I have a Korea Name too!! XD
Kumawo, Hwang Hae Eun
Monday, July 25, 2011
MTV Worldstage Live In Malaysia 2011
Date: 24.07.11(sun)
Time: 7.00pm- dunno
Venue: i-city Shah Alam
I would not post up a long post here due to i ran off after B2ST performance due to some reasons *will explain later*
Here, MTV WORLSTAGE LIVE in Malaysia, people~~
I reached there around 4.45pm~ and there is a long long queue at the registrations section there~~
Finally,after some times, we manage to get in~
*We: YinHui, HooiShen,WeiHsiung, SiewChing and me*(all my bro's frenz and we are cassie as well)
Back being checked*so, too bad, i can't bring my camera inside*
Weather is so hot, and sweat a lot while queuing up~~
Got Elaine, Eileen and Priya joined us during the queue after the registration which is heading to the gate~~
And amazingly is Soonchia, WeiShen and YeowSheng were infront of us!
Worried coz Corina haven got the tic from me yet, and is hard for me to get out~
being stuck among the crowd~
Around 6.00pm, the crowds started to move in *and i m still holding the tic!
Passed through the gates and manage to got in FINALLY
somehow, Elaine,Eileen and Priya wanted to look around, so,
left of us decided heading to the stage~
F&B and some souvenirs*Tshirt were selling there~
Yet crowds a again ~~ i am stuck inside~
SWEAT SWEAT SWEAT~
I blew my B2ST balloon and hold it tight~
The screen showing the MVs in MTV~~
B2TY shouted when there is appearance of B2ST mv: Shock
Finally, Corina manage to get in to take the tic from me~ thank goodness~
saw JJ and Ian, they actually giving*throwing the tshirt to the crowds~
Around 7pm, the show begin!!
started with performance of Pop Shuvit!
to be honest, they did great job!
I will enjoy it if don't have that STUPID IDIOT bunch of people~
what they did is, suddenly u willl see there were 3 or 4 ppl tried to squeeze to infront and the started to pushed the ppl around them~ then, many ppl started to join their crazy reaction~~~ PUSHING and turn among themselves~~ shaking their heads~~
They are mad!!! is not the pushing that normally u see during the fan meeting or concert!
Is the fighting pushing~~
many people tends to avoid them include us~~ we were moving slightly to the right hand side~ to avoid them~~
Finally Pop Shuvit's performance is end!! and next is B2ST!! **SHOUT/SCREAMED**
the mad gang once heard is B2st performance, they started to move to behind, and many did that too~~
*thank goodness, i can squeeze in more to see, coz there were too many tall guy infront of me, i feel like chopping their head down *
With their Mvs being 1st~ and the fans screamed as if they were there to perform~
One of the guy: " Gosh! all B2ST fans is GIRLS~ WTH"
I screamed as well, and i guess all my image gone~~ ahhahha
They are on the stage FINALLY
Begin with SHOCK," Everyday I Shock! SHOCK! Every night I Shock!SHOCK!"
I am super high~ screaming using the all my energy i had~~
I think because of that, the guy in front of me went away~~ ahhaahaaa
and the couple infront of me keep looking at me in a weird way~~and whispering everytime i screamed~
*image gone*
songs after that is FICTION~~
Slide slide as usual~~ ^^
Followed by my fav song ON RAINY DAYS~
6 of the greet us using english~~
Dongwoon even mentioned Son Nam Shii there!! ahhahahhah~~
HyunSeung with Michael Jackson look
Yoseob always with cute face and expression *like like like*
DooJoon and Gikwang charm as usual~
JunHyung with sun glasses~*well, YENG of course!*
After 3 songs, they get back to backstage prepare again for 2nd coming out performance~
screen showing the funny moment among members~~
after 5 to 7 mins, they came out again with SPECIAL
I like that song~~ ^^
'Bounce me Oh Oh Oh, everytime I special!'
Then, familiar song SOOM!
'I can't take my breath breath breath.. I can't hold my breath breath breath...'
super high with the dance movement ~
They were sweating like hell too~~ haahahha
all WET!!!!
Last song, BEAUTIFUL!!!
They threw flowers to the crowds~~ How nice if they threw it to me~~ T^T
Once their performance end!, we quickly moved out from there*others Beast fans as well*
bought coke *RM5 per cup*
I am nearly DEHYDRATED ~~
and we decided to go home without watching Neon trees and 30sec to Mars live
sad case~~ I am too tired to tip up my toes all the way~~
Back to klang, we had our short dinner and also some drinks at steak house~
That's the day of MTV~~
Photos is a sad case~~I din take much, due to the place where we stood~not a nice angle~
Hard to see the screen as well~
no cameras are allowed~
so, these are the plenty photos I took~~
Here is a link to some clear photos which was being taken from MTV site~
http://www.facebook.com/media/set/?set=a.10150264762093556.340164.92473978555
P/S:
1)Jealous with dear dear Emily got Xzone which is VERY near to the stage and can see them CLEARLY~
2)Wonder why mostly the xzone ppl are B2TY? how to get the tic?
3)hate the tall ppl now~~
4)sore throat~
Time: 7.00pm- dunno
Venue: i-city Shah Alam
I would not post up a long post here due to i ran off after B2ST performance due to some reasons *will explain later*
Here, MTV WORLSTAGE LIVE in Malaysia, people~~
I reached there around 4.45pm~ and there is a long long queue at the registrations section there~~
Finally,after some times, we manage to get in~
*We: YinHui, HooiShen,WeiHsiung, SiewChing and me*(all my bro's frenz and we are cassie as well)
Back being checked*so, too bad, i can't bring my camera inside*
Weather is so hot, and sweat a lot while queuing up~~
Got Elaine, Eileen and Priya joined us during the queue after the registration which is heading to the gate~~
And amazingly is Soonchia, WeiShen and YeowSheng were infront of us!
Worried coz Corina haven got the tic from me yet, and is hard for me to get out~
being stuck among the crowd~
Around 6.00pm, the crowds started to move in *and i m still holding the tic!
Passed through the gates and manage to got in FINALLY
somehow, Elaine,Eileen and Priya wanted to look around, so,
left of us decided heading to the stage~
F&B and some souvenirs*Tshirt were selling there~
Yet crowds a again ~~ i am stuck inside~
SWEAT SWEAT SWEAT~
I blew my B2ST balloon and hold it tight~
The screen showing the MVs in MTV~~
B2TY shouted when there is appearance of B2ST mv: Shock
Finally, Corina manage to get in to take the tic from me~ thank goodness~
saw JJ and Ian, they actually giving*throwing the tshirt to the crowds~
Around 7pm, the show begin!!
started with performance of Pop Shuvit!
to be honest, they did great job!
I will enjoy it if don't have that STUPID IDIOT bunch of people~
what they did is, suddenly u willl see there were 3 or 4 ppl tried to squeeze to infront and the started to pushed the ppl around them~ then, many ppl started to join their crazy reaction~~~ PUSHING and turn among themselves~~ shaking their heads~~
They are mad!!! is not the pushing that normally u see during the fan meeting or concert!
Is the fighting pushing~~
many people tends to avoid them include us~~ we were moving slightly to the right hand side~ to avoid them~~
Finally Pop Shuvit's performance is end!! and next is B2ST!! **SHOUT/SCREAMED**
the mad gang once heard is B2st performance, they started to move to behind, and many did that too~~
*thank goodness, i can squeeze in more to see, coz there were too many tall guy infront of me, i feel like chopping their head down *
With their Mvs being 1st~ and the fans screamed as if they were there to perform~
One of the guy: " Gosh! all B2ST fans is GIRLS~ WTH"
I screamed as well, and i guess all my image gone~~ ahhahha
They are on the stage FINALLY
Begin with SHOCK," Everyday I Shock! SHOCK! Every night I Shock!SHOCK!"
I am super high~ screaming using the all my energy i had~~
I think because of that, the guy in front of me went away~~ ahhaahaaa
and the couple infront of me keep looking at me in a weird way~~and whispering everytime i screamed~
*image gone*
songs after that is FICTION~~
Slide slide as usual~~ ^^
Followed by my fav song ON RAINY DAYS~
6 of the greet us using english~~
Dongwoon even mentioned Son Nam Shii there!! ahhahahhah~~
HyunSeung with Michael Jackson look
Yoseob always with cute face and expression *like like like*
DooJoon and Gikwang charm as usual~
JunHyung with sun glasses~*well, YENG of course!*
After 3 songs, they get back to backstage prepare again for 2nd coming out performance~
screen showing the funny moment among members~~
after 5 to 7 mins, they came out again with SPECIAL
I like that song~~ ^^
'Bounce me Oh Oh Oh, everytime I special!'
Then, familiar song SOOM!
'I can't take my breath breath breath.. I can't hold my breath breath breath...'
super high with the dance movement ~
They were sweating like hell too~~ haahahha
all WET!!!!
Last song, BEAUTIFUL!!!
They threw flowers to the crowds~~ How nice if they threw it to me~~ T^T
Once their performance end!, we quickly moved out from there*others Beast fans as well*
bought coke *RM5 per cup*
I am nearly DEHYDRATED ~~
and we decided to go home without watching Neon trees and 30sec to Mars live
sad case~~ I am too tired to tip up my toes all the way~~
Back to klang, we had our short dinner and also some drinks at steak house~
That's the day of MTV~~
Photos is a sad case~~I din take much, due to the place where we stood~not a nice angle~
Hard to see the screen as well~
no cameras are allowed~
so, these are the plenty photos I took~~
still with nice mood~~ during registration~
4.30pm, with so many people here~
Heading to the gate*bro as camera man* ahhaah
from left: Elaine, Eileen and Priya
Happy Birthday, Priya!!!!
and thanks to Elaine for gave me the tic~~ muacks~~
Accidentally took SoonChia, Weishen and Yeowseng's photos~
They were n the crowds~
The stage~~
Camera moving~~ We were ready for the best post!!
The show began~~~
POP SHUVIT ROCKS!!
the screen is far from me~~ T^T
this is the only photo of 6 of them from me T^T
Here is a link to some clear photos which was being taken from MTV site~
http://www.facebook.com/media/set/?set=a.10150264762093556.340164.92473978555
P/S:
1)Jealous with dear dear Emily got Xzone which is VERY near to the stage and can see them CLEARLY~
2)Wonder why mostly the xzone ppl are B2TY? how to get the tic?
3)hate the tall ppl now~~
4)sore throat~
Finally, SWEAT LIKE HELL
Saturday, July 23, 2011
35th Bon Odori 2011
Date: 16/7/11(sat)
Time: 5pm till 10pm
Venue: Shah Alam
Sorry for late update about this~~ is been a week!
Kinda busy working and rarely online nowadays~
Oh ya, i changed a new hp SE-J201
okok, get back to the event~~
This is my 1st experience joining Bon Odori~
Is was fun, and just that sadly, i dun have a chance to wear Yukata when attending this event~~
I reached there around 6.15pm~
*we was late*
and all the parking lot is fulled, hard to get parking place~~
WanLuan parked her car under the bridge *where is inside the round about~ ><*
Then, walked through a short distance and finally we reached the stadium~
Crowds included Teenagers, family and Japanese too!
They were talking using japanese and with the costume ~ damn KAWAIII
I was hungry that time, din border others much~
Pulling my frenz to go to the food stall to hunt for food~~
and yet, is a long queue~
T^T the icecream that i wan is SOLD OUT!!! OMG~~
and i was wanna buy unagi don, but cost RM16 per set~
*ya, is expansive*
after ate*bunch of food*
Valerie said we are actually buying the whole stall~~ ahahhaha
she pulled us to the middle of the field, and we dance!
Followed the music and dancers~ we dance, ya~
IS FUN and u are actually dance with all strangers, ^^
each song repeated 3 times and there are 4 songs all together ~
so, plenty of rounds ~XD
Yes, i enjoyed it so much~~
after dancing, hat we do?
SAPU all the food left~~ ahhahah
ok, i ate too much actually ~~
once in a while ma, who cares~~ XD
after 30mins, again another round of dancing, but this time, i want to be audience,
to see the actual situation from other view^^
around 9.30, the ceremony end~~
with all the thank you in Japanese, where is is the only word that i know*hahhahaha* from MC,
the end~~
These are some of the pictures that i took~~ enjoy~~
And i wish i could join again next year~~ who want to go with me? ^^
Time: 5pm till 10pm
Venue: Shah Alam
Sorry for late update about this~~ is been a week!
Kinda busy working and rarely online nowadays~
Oh ya, i changed a new hp SE-J201
okok, get back to the event~~
This is my 1st experience joining Bon Odori~
Is was fun, and just that sadly, i dun have a chance to wear Yukata when attending this event~~
I reached there around 6.15pm~
*we was late*
and all the parking lot is fulled, hard to get parking place~~
WanLuan parked her car under the bridge *where is inside the round about~ ><*
Then, walked through a short distance and finally we reached the stadium~
Crowds included Teenagers, family and Japanese too!
They were talking using japanese and with the costume ~ damn KAWAIII
I was hungry that time, din border others much~
Pulling my frenz to go to the food stall to hunt for food~~
and yet, is a long queue~
T^T the icecream that i wan is SOLD OUT!!! OMG~~
and i was wanna buy unagi don, but cost RM16 per set~
*ya, is expansive*
after ate*bunch of food*
Valerie said we are actually buying the whole stall~~ ahahhaha
she pulled us to the middle of the field, and we dance!
Followed the music and dancers~ we dance, ya~
IS FUN and u are actually dance with all strangers, ^^
each song repeated 3 times and there are 4 songs all together ~
so, plenty of rounds ~XD
Yes, i enjoyed it so much~~
after dancing, hat we do?
SAPU all the food left~~ ahhahah
ok, i ate too much actually ~~
once in a while ma, who cares~~ XD
after 30mins, again another round of dancing, but this time, i want to be audience,
to see the actual situation from other view^^
around 9.30, the ceremony end~~
with all the thank you in Japanese, where is is the only word that i know*hahhahaha* from MC,
the end~~
These are some of the pictures that i took~~ enjoy~~
And i wish i could join again next year~~ who want to go with me? ^^
Here is the place~
Nona and me*a new fren*
Wan luan and me
Fuiteng and me*that was our ice cream!!!
Soba!
Udon!
Ignore my expression~ The tako is yummy~~ ^^
Here is the night come~~
Many ppl, isn't it?
Girls shot! XD
Yes, we met Alwin and Eelien here too~~ ^^
we was trying to be small little ghost behind!
She is the most beautiful girl that night- VALERIE!!
the only 2 yukata girl in our gang~
Dancing begin!
Put ur hands up in the air!! WOHOOO~
the ajushii that gave me a bottle of free yakult~
we with souvenir ~
group pic again!!
PPL... I seriously enjoy that night so much~so, if have a chance, you guys must join once also ya!
Friday, July 22, 2011
Is part of my life
To be honest, i am a Harry potter fans since I was standard 5 last time~
It is part of my life, where I am actually growing up with it~
yes, Novel i have the whole series at home *is mandarin ver, not original 1 due to I am not that good in reading eng novel last time*
Watched the last episode, I know, who will die at the end,
I remember when i read the final episode,
My tears dropped when i read till the chapter after the battle *Lupin, Tonks and Fred~
I feel so sad when Fred died in the battle~
yes, i watched it in the cinema, and is like Finally everything ends...
A bit heavy for me after watched it~
Yet is like a piece of my life being took away~
Anyway, I am gonna to watch it later at night~
HARRY POTTER FOREVER~~
p/s: I think i should read the novel from beginning again *although i read it for at least 4 times per book~
It is part of my life, where I am actually growing up with it~
yes, Novel i have the whole series at home *is mandarin ver, not original 1 due to I am not that good in reading eng novel last time*
Watched the last episode, I know, who will die at the end,
I remember when i read the final episode,
My tears dropped when i read till the chapter after the battle *Lupin, Tonks and Fred~
I feel so sad when Fred died in the battle~
yes, i watched it in the cinema, and is like Finally everything ends...
A bit heavy for me after watched it~
Yet is like a piece of my life being took away~
Anyway, I am gonna to watch it later at night~
HARRY POTTER FOREVER~~
p/s: I think i should read the novel from beginning again *although i read it for at least 4 times per book~
Thursday, July 14, 2011
有点累了~~
开始不耐烦~
就有不想干了的念头~~
为孩子们打包书本的工作还蛮辛苦的~
我现在连上FB玩 RC也懒了~~
有时间还不如拿来睡觉、发呆也好~
就是想静静一人算了~
唯一支撑的念头是*为了新电话，韩国之旅*
不知这借口可撑到什么时候~
现在我严重到出去买食物都懒~
宁愿吃泡面算了~~
晚餐很多时候都吃不下~~
*好吧，当减肥算了！*
开始想念大学生活了~
喝茶就喝茶~
出去就出去~
八月份的时候还得去subang上班~
为了那RM90的一天~
*小姐，忍一忍~~很快就过了~~*
在部落格上可诉苦~
在父母面前死撑不累~
看来我演技还不错~~
要不然对他们说实话，他们会心疼的~~
新家快好了，我会自己买自己想要的家具，得减轻他们的负担才行~
装修费可不便宜~
我那不懂事的弟弟几时才可懂事呢？？
p/s:毕业韩国の旅实在比行！
喜欢容和的新歌~~
又有机会见小兽们了~
在此谢谢Elaine~~
就有不想干了的念头~~
为孩子们打包书本的工作还蛮辛苦的~
我现在连上FB玩 RC也懒了~~
有时间还不如拿来睡觉、发呆也好~
就是想静静一人算了~
唯一支撑的念头是*为了新电话，韩国之旅*
不知这借口可撑到什么时候~
现在我严重到出去买食物都懒~
宁愿吃泡面算了~~
晚餐很多时候都吃不下~~
*好吧，当减肥算了！*
开始想念大学生活了~
喝茶就喝茶~
出去就出去~
八月份的时候还得去subang上班~
为了那RM90的一天~
*小姐，忍一忍~~很快就过了~~*
在部落格上可诉苦~
在父母面前死撑不累~
看来我演技还不错~~
要不然对他们说实话，他们会心疼的~~
新家快好了，我会自己买自己想要的家具，得减轻他们的负担才行~
装修费可不便宜~
我那不懂事的弟弟几时才可懂事呢？？
p/s:毕业韩国の旅实在比行！
喜欢容和的新歌~~
又有机会见小兽们了~
在此谢谢Elaine~~
Monday, July 04, 2011
Special Thanks~
This post is specially dedicated to all my friends and family had wished me~
Here is the present that I received~
Suki Yap
Isaac Tan
Eline Tang
Wen Wen's Bday song~~ thru call~~ ^^
LOL, Of coz my mum planking ^^
My dad
My Dear dear-Emily~~
erm, this is not a present but souvenir from my dear dear too~~ Thanks~
William,Oss, LiangYit, Admund, JiaHan, Ivy, PooiYee, XueLing, Ryan, Suki, HoiPeng and Ah How
Thanks to Isaac again~ and Ah How for Transformer 3 movie ticket~~ ^^
MY Bro~ ^^
NyingSher,MeiSoon,SiewKim and HooiYing~~
Really appreciate everything that all of you did~ Truly from my heart~
I LOVE ALL OF YOU~~
So, My 21st Birthday wishes :
I wish everyone around me, will lives happily and stay healthy always~
God Bless All of you~
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