眼神 vs 颜色

29/04/11(friday) 7pm till 30/04/11 6am

第一次出门到天亮才回宿舍。

吃了晚餐，又去了starbucks喝咖啡，

再与朋友们看了半夜场的<倩女幽魂>

都已经是凌晨2点了~

她的脸色还是很沉重~

她很坚强，没有掉泪，泪水只在眼眶里打转~

我是不是不应该跟着她去洗手间呢？

我只能让她独自调整自己的情绪~

是的，我们去了一趟的海边。

玩了追逐游戏，

虽然她割伤脚，

但，她似乎好了许多，

可能出了一身汗的关系吧~

大家就围在一堆聊了起来，

他真的很浪漫，贴心 ~

写歌唱给女友听，天！简直就是24孝男朋友~

这种男朋友应该绝种了吧~

但我不奢求浪漫，只希望能找到一个了解我的另一半~

feel到他的关心已经足够~

有位朋友问了我，

我会以什么颜色来形容她呢?

*很难的问题*

我觉得她是粉紫色。

紫色代表神秘，

粉色是因为我看过她笑，笑容很灿烂，窝心~

她觉得我是橙色~

她认为我可以和任何人都谈得来，温暖的人~

她希望可以像我这样，跟不认识的人也可以谈的来~

我解释，我保护自己方式是，

就算我多讨厌某人，我也是可以表现的很自然~

*不过我很少讨厌人，让我讨厌的绝对是那人有问题的~

回来，问了roommates，

Suki认为我是天蓝色，

让人很舒服，什么事都谈得来的人~

嘉美认为我是宝蓝色，

很自信，很独立，什么问题都可以自己解决~

 

在车上，回家路途中，

聊了关于眼神的话题~

眼神真的很重要，

我不知道我给人什么样的眼神，

不过 ，我希望，朋友能从我的眼神找到安慰~

就比如，我觉得他/她背负着负担的话，

我会对他/她笑，

希望他/她能找到某程度的安慰~

凌晨 6点到了宿舍,

也好像睡不着~

感情纠结在一起，乱！

就好像某人说，

巨蟹座比较情绪化~

愿大家都开心~

P/s: One more paper to go~~ Thermodynamics~ Although my EM GG~ hahaha~

and and~ HARRY POTTER 7 GOIN TO OUT SOON!! 

wonder, Kuantan ppl no need to sleep during the night??

Equilibrium

A relationship must be maintain in equilibrium~

Once the system lost the equilibrium, means is not balance anymore~

One side started want extra from the others,

and the other side feel hard to fulfill his/her partner's needs~

Or, another example,

when u make a decision, U should consider others feeling too~

You shall stand on his or her point feel what he or she feels~

Tolerate~ Understand~

Lessons learned from my friend~

P/s:  I dun have the rights to comment on the relationship problems that she faced~

even I cannot control my feelings as well~

~Love is complicated~

Random of study week

Study week, suppose to study,*ya study with sleepiness

2day my crazy gang went to ate pizza as dinner in Kuantan~

I had choose not to follow them *erm, with a bit regretful 

Due to my proceed of study is not that good *especially EM

 my study plan~

Shoulder pain without any reasons or undefined causes~

Getting panic day by day, and i m calming myself everyday with drama*EXCUSES

Oh, some of my crazy friends went to TC for sunrises~

random random random~~ as topic~

Study hard people~~ Hwaiting~

Good Luck~~

p/s: Eline missed the chance to watch Justin Bieber live *she entered hospital due to allergy to medicine~

Guess she is very sad~~

Hope She feel better after talk to me on that night for 2 hours ++

She tried very hard to control the tears,

I know~ I understand~~

Surprisingly,he told me his complicated past~

hope he feel better too~~

Proudly Introduce

My new new roommates*erm bed mates as well, we sharing bed actually~

Mr Donald~~ XD

“我不知道该准备些什么给你吃，因为你一回来我就每一样都想煮给你吃~”

好感动/温馨的一句话~

其实 ，无论你煮什么，我都会吃的~

妈，我爱你~

Good Luck

wish myself good luck 2moro~~

hope interview can goes smoothly~~

relax, jia huoy~~

I can do it!!

p/s: after the scholarship interview, GO BACK HOME! XD

The two days with them~

14/11/11 Thursday Night

Teluk Cempedak

The night where we finished lab test~

The night where we share the truth among each others

TC really brings a lot of memories~

Poor thing Ivy have to squeeze with me on my single bed the whole night due to her roommates locked the door~ Aigooo~~ funniest thing is HuiAnn tot is Ivy was Camie~~ XD

I slept at 4am~~ and worry for my 2 friends~~

thinking why~~ haiz~~

P/s: the ikan bakar is damn expansive!!! Pocket bleeding ah~~

P/s/s: I still keeping the secret ~~ Thank goodness~~

15/11/11 Friday

 Gambang Water Park

Special thanks to William for fetching 10 of us~~

and really thanks to Ivy, WenQi, JiaHan, BanLin for taking care of me*kept remind me to cover my ear

They are worry me more than myself.. ^^ thanks guys~~

No long description here but some photos~

too bad I cannot play this~~

Love the WAVE!!! But I just can sit there and watch ppl play splash splash~~

The group! 

I enjoyed ranking everyone by see who bounce the highest~

Not bad, I am fair!! (cheh ~perasan~~)

The kids that attract us~

Pathetic thing is Jia Han Scared him~~ :(

The God with Meisoon!! 

Like the expression he made~~ XD

The guys are repeating the same pose ==!!!

Some snap shot of 3 of us~~

LASTLY, OUR GROUP PHOTOS

Ban Lin as photographer

Liangyit as photographer~

The end of the day, I got sun burn around neck~~ I think is because of I forget to apply sun block on my neck ah~~ T^T

P/s: Ryan= Meisoon's life Guard~ ^^

sem 2 end

Last day of sem2~

After final,

SOON will have my 4 months sem break...

I am definitely miss my frenz so much here~

Without yam cha ,chit chat at mamak or do some crazy thing during this 4 months~

Hmm, sure will feel the emptiness~

I appreciate all of you~

I am glad to meet all of you~

Special thanks to

Ivy, Wen Qi, Jia Han, Ban Lin, Suki Yap,Admund,

Wil, William, Suki Chong, Hong Luan, Jesslyn,

Ryan,Suok Ling, Hooi Peng, Liang Yit~

I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!! >///<

the smile belongs to you~

Secret Garden ep 16

Choi Woo Young smile to Yoon Seul

Yes, that smile warm my heart~

Thinking, everyone should find someone that smile for you~

Smile that makes you feel warm,

and makes you strong~

I prefer to smile to everyone that I care~

I hope people can feel the warmness from my smile~

P/s:2moro is my last day of the sem two~~ super fast huh~~ should tidy up my messy emotions~ no mater family problem, academics or complication problem~

Making decision

I just back from Hyatt Regency Kuantan Resort after performed a song infront of Tuanku with my friends~

During 1 hours free time where i went to the beach with my two friends~

Peng peng and Ivy~

Thanks to Ivy once again~

I know the risk for making that decision~

Thanks for lending me your ear~

but, seriously what's border me after making that decision is,

I am still in very down mood..

Might be due to the risk I faced~

Jia Huoy, no pain no gain~~

Who knows you got want you wan?

Hwaiting~~

P/s: Presentation 2moro.. I have to do a NICE intro~~ I can! Yes I can!!!!

心情的起伏~

偶尔忐忑不安

偶尔 开心

偶尔兴奋

偶尔情绪低潮

偶尔 因为小事而感动

偶尔会为了小事觉得很甜蜜

偶尔压力大

偶尔紧张

偶尔的偶尔

让心脏扑通扑通跳动着

我应该管好自己的情绪

那起伏不定的情绪

但，真的控制不了~

隐藏不了自己的情绪

让到身旁的人一眼就猜穿/看穿了我的内心~

长大了，

很多时候不可随心露出真实的自己

必须学会隐藏，

才能够保护自己~

就算受伤，也要懂得表现坚强~

就算伤心，也要表现得若无其事~

就算爱上，也要表现不在乎~

p/s:平静的湖泊，被挑起了旋涡~

 也许，来片巧克力，

或许可平伏情绪~

Family

My parents went back to hometown for Ching Ming 

and dad called me just now, talked to me and tell me they reached Taiping~

He passed the phone to my grandpa,

my grandma

and I feel like crying at that moment~

I miss them a lot~

I miss them badly~

Hung up the phone and my dad send me this via mms~

this was taken during chinese new year~

My family photos~

End up with moody~ haiz~~

P/s: My gang going to KL for a day trip~ not planning to join them, guess, 2moro will be a lonely day~

Shall do my report and assignment 2moro since outing canceled~ :(
And i shall control my stomach * i think i gain weight again~~ Sad~~

hide or seek?

Some people are hiding themselves~ the real one~

But once they get to know each others, they started to expose the real side of himself or herself~

I am glad that yesterday, went out with my classmates

and it seem we getting know each other more~

some chitchat at TC~

yes, is nice ^^

I know all of us really pressure these few days,

especially we had our thermo test,

and i can see everyone cannot sleep well,

putting many efforts in order to score the best they can during the test~

hope to see everyone's smile again~

Guys, we are doin very well~ I am proud of all of you~

Hwaiting!!!

p/s: a bit disappointment to someone~ hope she doesn't mean it~ 

Hope Ivy will be ok soon~

Hope I also will be ok soon~~ * doin too much that not i planned yesterday*