MoonCake Festival 2008

so long i din post anything here.... Busy mar....

Mr chan gives us lot maths work in Tuition as well as school...

everytime i can't finish me tuition work 1....kesian.....

HAHA... maybe.. Im a bit lazy 2 do my homework....

School Life are really fun for me...juz like yesterday, me n Lynn helped Darren n Suresh for d fashion show....overall, I really enjoy it so much... Every one hav fun n celebrating d mooncake festival in ACS...Although v can't join our fren playing lantern n aso eating... (I remembered i was very hungry during d show...T . T)

tis is wat i capture during free time...

ScHooL REoPEn!!!!

开课咯！！！！！

我上中六了已一星期了。我深深地感到：回到学校的生活真好！虽然忙着补习，上课，还被迫早上必须很早就起床，但，我很享受这一切。有机会穿上制服，再与朋友们开心地聊天，谈论着这所新学校，这感觉是很棒的！事实上，上中六没什么不好的呀？最起码回学校的心情是非常美妙的。

新校是所男校，所以，男学生看到上中六的女生会比较“三八”了些。除此之外，acs还是selangor最古老的学校呢！这学校蛮奇怪的。一，它的食堂竟然是用篱笆给围了起来。二，全校的女厕竟然只有一间而已！还有，学校的制度还蛮差的（学生不尊重老师；还公然讲电话！）可笑的是，老师们对此事无动于衷，反而是对我们女生的头发严加检查！

我被派到与其他朋友不同的班-6 B azam，还好的是凯苓是和我同班。班上的男生不多只有三个。还有很多事根本无法用言语表达。所以说，新环境还需要时间去“开发”的呢！

这星期报纸上都是四川7.9级大地震的报道，看了很令人心酸的死亡消息。希望老天爷不要再残忍地带走他们的生命了，希望更多被困的人们没放弃继续等待搜救人员的救济！

选择。。。

今早，听了一遍又一遍周董的<<退后>>。“我知道你我都没有错，只是忘了怎么退后…..我知道我们都没错，只是放手会比较好过…..”。心里
有无比的感触不停的涌出来。

我选择上中六，大家都认为我简直在浪费时间。我是否选择真确的道路？我真的不知道。上大学的机会一次又一次被我推开，我是否很傻？我放弃了一次次大家给予我的机会。我错了吗？

我很感激妈妈在我无助的时候给予我的忠告和鼓励。我其实很担心，我怕令你们失望。我真的很害怕。我希望能为你们买一间属于我们的家。咪，这是你的心愿。我希望我往后赚到的钱能让你们不再辛苦，到处旅游。但，我好怕我心里这个愿望必须花好长的时间。我的选择，你们都明白和谅解。我选择这道路，我不会后悔。但愿我能以亮眼的成绩向大家证明我的决定是没错的。我要让妈咪和爸爸因为我而光荣，欣慰。

加油吧，明天会更好！

昨天，和家人上了一趟夜市场。虽然说所有的消费都是我一人承担，但我心里是无比的高兴。

老实说，我几乎已3年多没逛夜市场了。我是很想念那些小吃。人们挤得水泄不通，小贩大声叫价，师奶们到处杀价等等的声音真是另一番享受。

我逛到鞋子摊子的时候，突然，我发现了另我眼前一亮的一双鞋子。我简直对那双鞋子一见钟情！天哪，我好喜欢那双鞋呢！它让我觉得，穿上它，有一种仿佛我当上灰姑娘的感觉！好漂亮的鞋！我二话不说,赶快付钱买了它。心里顿时好兴奋。

与家人逛了大约一小时，我们买了一些好吃的小吃，比如说炒馃条，炒萝卜糕，四果汤等等，就回家去了。回家路上，我很开心，能花钱令家人高兴，我心里感到无比的踏实。我终于能为他们付出一些了，也领悟到令家人开心的唯一办法是出人头地，赚钱并要常常陪伴他们。

我会努力的，为了以后你们的快乐，我一定会做到的，一定。

Another BAD DAY for me..

Juz now, i received Bainon's sms.... She inform me tat tis saturday they will hav a gathering. She asked me tat whether kwee woon got inform me o not... I reply her tat i won't join them wif d accuse i need 2 work... but act every saturday i work half day oni...

I dun wan attend coz i felt tat tis gathering, nobody will welcome me especially kwee woon.. Plus oni bainon informed me.. My frens didn't! Really can't imagine they all threat me like tis...

upset n disappointed... hopeless...helpless..n aso lonely......... tat's wat i feel now..........
Nobody understand me... Perhaps tis is my fault 2 enter 4SN1 n join them all d days....
wonder if i din entered SN1 n i dun noe anythings bout them....

心情。。。。

今天的心情似乎灰灰的，好像受了天气的影响。
早上，log in 了friendster，看了cherly的profile。看到了令我耿耿于怀的照片，令我忆起当天farewell… 我就是这副样子。得罪了我就会让我这辈子都会记得。
也许大家会认为我任性又小气，但事实就是如此。

想到这，我已对她们失去了原有的信任。虽然表面上已原谅她们，但无论如何，我心里已有了根刺。我已领悟到所谓的友情并不是你献出了真诚就会的到回报。我妈曾经对我警告过，只是当时我不相信友情是如此脆弱。

她们会把我忘了，就清楚我在她们心目中占有的分量。如今，我不会那么傻。
告别从前的我，从新出发。我真的想念以前的朋友们。想起从前，我确实比现在来得开心。就比如，catherine，她并不是她们想像中那样。她真的对我好，真心的朋友。燕杏，欣怡，诗佩，愉媚，这些都是我刚转校交到的朋友。我很感谢她们视我姐妹般看待。

以前的老朋友，虽然已有一段日子没见也不是常联络，但他们令我很窝心。比起天天见面又有很多共同点的朋友来的真诚。

所以，这次我不会对任何人付出太多的真诚。这是我的教训。。。。。

HORRIBLE ENGLISH....NO confident

haiz, I really sad n moody 2day. Noe why? Yesterday khai lynn n I attended cambridge tuition class.. V found tat d teachers there really proffesional! after attended d class, i found tat my english level is d worst among them... sometimes, i aso can't understand wat d teacher talking bout... i m now less confident of my Form 6...

SPM RESULT!!!!

Fu yoh! I m so nervous coz 2day my spm result is release! Dunno why i juz not happy wif my result coz i got very little A1 only...3 a1s for my moral,history n aso maths...Haiz... i can't believe tat my BM n aso add maths can't score A1s.. I really wanna cry... Luckily my Bio got an A2.. i almost every subjects got A2s except my EST.. B4 man!!! Arg!!! Heart attack...

Another Week had gone....

Another week had gone..Really fast..Chinese new year is coming..Tis year is d turn of D mouse...
Moussy year.. I read in newspaper, said tat me( I was born in horse year) will be not so gud.. Chinese said tat tis year, horse will be "fan tai shui"... Not many ppl knew tat wat its tat means.. I aso dunno, but my mum said is not gud..

wonder tat everyone had buy their new clothes?

Tis year, i had save a lot of money. Why? coz i din buy many new year cards for my frenz..
Dun 4get i had argue wif them d.. really sad aso..

But 2day, i feel very happy coz i saw 5566 album at Speedy...
so cool..
love their songs.. Gambate!!! always support u all, 5566!!!!