After back to uni, the things i always worry on is the scholarship problem
Example, this afternoon, i gave the co-sponsor company a call,
and asking the questions that i wanna asked,
too bad, Ms Pauline seem like fed up dealing with me *her tone wasn't good*
Gotta wait for 2 days for her to reply then.
Admund suggested me to talk to my parents, he know i facing a big problem.
But I just don't want to pull them into this trouble, which is my mistakes.
I wanna try my best to solve this myself.
who knows, I cried when dad called me just now.
Although he don't know that.
Whenever I face some problems, my family always there with me,
I really thankful that they're trying to help me to solve it.
But, i seriously feel bad and guilty,
*that's why i can't stop my tears from dropping
Is my decision to accept the scholarship,
and now I am the one who brought the problem to my family as well.
I am sorry to let my parents to worry.
really sorry
p/s:就很赞同suki unnie 的感言~ " 我讨厌坚强两个字,坚强其实就是强颜欢笑,突然觉得这样很虚伪,虚伪到自己都讨厌自己"
一段感情 开始了也不是好事~~