CaN't WiTHStanD ANYmOre

I really dun understand wat guy think! Feel so dissapointed...

My bro, he planned 2 hav a trip to Genting after PMR.(next week) Sumhow, he need to inform our parents..... He already told my mum,but not yet tell my daddy.... My dad already knew it since last week bcoz i told him..... Anyway,my mum n I asked my bro to tell my dad about the trip.... my bro dun wan..

Mum: hey, u muz tell baba bout ur trip,if not he will worry u.

Bro: dun wan lar.. tell him for wat.. summore u oredi allow me to go... u noe d enough lah...

Me: Baba is Baba, Mummy is Mummy... u hav 2 inform both of them...

Bro:If tell him later he dun allow me 2 go lei, how? summore he sure will naggg a lot 1..

Mum:anyhow, u should tell him coz he is ur baba!

Me:yaya... Tell him nicely, he sure will understand 1

Bro:how 2 open d conversation... so hard 2 tell him... dun wan... mummy u noe then enough... He
sure will shout at me 1!(with his angry tone)

Me:U noe how he will feel not?! wats wrong wif u? HuH? He shout at u means he cares u...
Takkan u wan him 2 noe after u go Genting... U muz be responsible!
(start arguing)

Bro:i wont tell him!!!(goin 2 his bedroom)

Me:mummy u c wat is he reaction! so rude!!!!

Mummy:he is like tat 1 u noe wat... takkan u wan ur daddy n he bo song each other meh....

Me:...... But, he shouldn't like tis.... As son he should tell baba.... wat kind of son he is?

Bro:(cumm out) ENOUGH LAh!!! DIAM DIAM plz... Later u wan me cannot go u oni noe!!!!!

Me: i juz cannot withstand u!!! let parent worry!!! me form 3 aso cannot go out like u!!! u noe
how 2 appreciate o not?!!! I understand how he feel if u dun tell him!!! He will feel sad n dissapointed!!! I guess u dunno wat he will feel!!!

Bro:............. (silence)

Mum: .........

(y they dun understand wat i feel??? i gone thru tis b4... last minute oni u noe wat happen,tat feel! really sad 1.. i juz cannot withstand sum1 so irresponsible! I cannot calm down!)

but, 1 hour later......... mummy: baba, Ah Hsiung wan 2 go genting next monday
Baba: how u go? dun forget bring ur hp go...
bro: o... my frenz realtive send 6 of us go...

EnD YEAR ExAM FinaLLy OvER!!!!!! (almost......)

well well.... I noe i seldom update my blog....
no time mah... sumore, i cannot online every day.... so, DAVIN stop remind me tat my blog is dead!!!!
N..... as vice president, i should always update our class blog... but i really duno wat 2 write....
haiz....

Anyway, exam finally over....(although still hav PA n aso MUET paper 4) WAKAKA... i dun care d.... i noe my result will be very terrible especially my chemistry.... Y??? the potassium hydoxide dunno y wanna torture us like tis.... STUPID question..... hopefully i wont failed it... i never failed my exam b4...If FAILED, i can't imagine wat is my dad's reaction.......
N, i aso dunno wat i wrote in my esaay....no point for d topic.... so sad.......

UNEXPECTED, i got highest mark for my maths 1 paper.... really happy bout tat.... Teacher believe tat i can score full mark for tat coz wat i done is all careless mistakes...haha... but really unexpected... Thank God....XD

enjoy playing, sleeping starting now.... wakaka
Long time i din sleep well becoz of tis end year test.... so stress....

MoonCake Festival 2008

so long i din post anything here.... Busy mar....

Mr chan gives us lot maths work in Tuition as well as school...

everytime i can't finish me tuition work 1....kesian.....

HAHA... maybe.. Im a bit lazy 2 do my homework....

School Life are really fun for me...juz like yesterday, me n Lynn helped Darren n Suresh for d fashion show....overall, I really enjoy it so much... Every one hav fun n celebrating d mooncake festival in ACS...Although v can't join our fren playing lantern n aso eating... (I remembered i was very hungry during d show...T . T)

tis is wat i capture during free time...

ScHooL REoPEn!!!!

开课咯！！！！！

我上中六了已一星期了。我深深地感到：回到学校的生活真好！虽然忙着补习，上课，还被迫早上必须很早就起床，但，我很享受这一切。有机会穿上制服，再与朋友们开心地聊天，谈论着这所新学校，这感觉是很棒的！事实上，上中六没什么不好的呀？最起码回学校的心情是非常美妙的。

新校是所男校，所以，男学生看到上中六的女生会比较“三八”了些。除此之外，acs还是selangor最古老的学校呢！这学校蛮奇怪的。一，它的食堂竟然是用篱笆给围了起来。二，全校的女厕竟然只有一间而已！还有，学校的制度还蛮差的（学生不尊重老师；还公然讲电话！）可笑的是，老师们对此事无动于衷，反而是对我们女生的头发严加检查！

我被派到与其他朋友不同的班-6 B azam，还好的是凯苓是和我同班。班上的男生不多只有三个。还有很多事根本无法用言语表达。所以说，新环境还需要时间去“开发”的呢！

这星期报纸上都是四川7.9级大地震的报道，看了很令人心酸的死亡消息。希望老天爷不要再残忍地带走他们的生命了，希望更多被困的人们没放弃继续等待搜救人员的救济！

选择。。。

今早，听了一遍又一遍周董的<<退后>>。“我知道你我都没有错，只是忘了怎么退后…..我知道我们都没错，只是放手会比较好过…..”。心里
有无比的感触不停的涌出来。

我选择上中六，大家都认为我简直在浪费时间。我是否选择真确的道路？我真的不知道。上大学的机会一次又一次被我推开，我是否很傻？我放弃了一次次大家给予我的机会。我错了吗？

我很感激妈妈在我无助的时候给予我的忠告和鼓励。我其实很担心，我怕令你们失望。我真的很害怕。我希望能为你们买一间属于我们的家。咪，这是你的心愿。我希望我往后赚到的钱能让你们不再辛苦，到处旅游。但，我好怕我心里这个愿望必须花好长的时间。我的选择，你们都明白和谅解。我选择这道路，我不会后悔。但愿我能以亮眼的成绩向大家证明我的决定是没错的。我要让妈咪和爸爸因为我而光荣，欣慰。

加油吧，明天会更好！

昨天，和家人上了一趟夜市场。虽然说所有的消费都是我一人承担，但我心里是无比的高兴。

老实说，我几乎已3年多没逛夜市场了。我是很想念那些小吃。人们挤得水泄不通，小贩大声叫价，师奶们到处杀价等等的声音真是另一番享受。

我逛到鞋子摊子的时候，突然，我发现了另我眼前一亮的一双鞋子。我简直对那双鞋子一见钟情！天哪，我好喜欢那双鞋呢！它让我觉得，穿上它，有一种仿佛我当上灰姑娘的感觉！好漂亮的鞋！我二话不说,赶快付钱买了它。心里顿时好兴奋。

与家人逛了大约一小时，我们买了一些好吃的小吃，比如说炒馃条，炒萝卜糕，四果汤等等，就回家去了。回家路上，我很开心，能花钱令家人高兴，我心里感到无比的踏实。我终于能为他们付出一些了，也领悟到令家人开心的唯一办法是出人头地，赚钱并要常常陪伴他们。

我会努力的，为了以后你们的快乐，我一定会做到的，一定。

Another BAD DAY for me..

Juz now, i received Bainon's sms.... She inform me tat tis saturday they will hav a gathering. She asked me tat whether kwee woon got inform me o not... I reply her tat i won't join them wif d accuse i need 2 work... but act every saturday i work half day oni...

I dun wan attend coz i felt tat tis gathering, nobody will welcome me especially kwee woon.. Plus oni bainon informed me.. My frens didn't! Really can't imagine they all threat me like tis...

upset n disappointed... hopeless...helpless..n aso lonely......... tat's wat i feel now..........
Nobody understand me... Perhaps tis is my fault 2 enter 4SN1 n join them all d days....
wonder if i din entered SN1 n i dun noe anythings bout them....

心情。。。。

今天的心情似乎灰灰的，好像受了天气的影响。
早上，log in 了friendster，看了cherly的profile。看到了令我耿耿于怀的照片，令我忆起当天farewell… 我就是这副样子。得罪了我就会让我这辈子都会记得。
也许大家会认为我任性又小气，但事实就是如此。

想到这，我已对她们失去了原有的信任。虽然表面上已原谅她们，但无论如何，我心里已有了根刺。我已领悟到所谓的友情并不是你献出了真诚就会的到回报。我妈曾经对我警告过，只是当时我不相信友情是如此脆弱。

她们会把我忘了，就清楚我在她们心目中占有的分量。如今，我不会那么傻。
告别从前的我，从新出发。我真的想念以前的朋友们。想起从前，我确实比现在来得开心。就比如，catherine，她并不是她们想像中那样。她真的对我好，真心的朋友。燕杏，欣怡，诗佩，愉媚，这些都是我刚转校交到的朋友。我很感谢她们视我姐妹般看待。

以前的老朋友，虽然已有一段日子没见也不是常联络，但他们令我很窝心。比起天天见面又有很多共同点的朋友来的真诚。

所以，这次我不会对任何人付出太多的真诚。这是我的教训。。。。。

HORRIBLE ENGLISH....NO confident

haiz, I really sad n moody 2day. Noe why? Yesterday khai lynn n I attended cambridge tuition class.. V found tat d teachers there really proffesional! after attended d class, i found tat my english level is d worst among them... sometimes, i aso can't understand wat d teacher talking bout... i m now less confident of my Form 6...