Wat's Wrong wif Me?!

Dunno why....
since when......
I hate myself.....
Eat lesser and lesser...
Pressure?
No,of course....
But why?
Low self esteem, I guess...
I scare getting fatter and fatter....

This week,
everything happened juz like a drama....
I can't accept the fact!
I tried to deny it..
Kept telling myself,
Dun worry,
this not real...
everything will be fine soon...

But now, I realised....
I realised because of the msg...
I will help you, I sware...
Hope that you will get it...
Wish you good luck here...

Farewell.....

BuSy WeEK

Its true tat this week i will be busy again.. busy with my tuition, homeworks....

I really miss my gang.. miss my form4 and 5 life... Life was so simple during tat time... no worries but only laughing... I laughed for lame joke, lame songs, laughed for anything.... However, time can't go backward.... Now, everyone hav their own life, r they still remain like last time? or everyone had been change for a long time ago?

Saw Stephanie wrote how many days left for STPM.... Many questions comes to my mind..... "Jia Huoy, wat hav you done for STPM? Wat u did for ur own future? R u work hard enough for it?"
Ans: I dunno wat i did for my STPM and future, I din work hard enough yet......
That's why i really hate to see timer.....

Y life must be full of worries? Someone told me before: God creates worries for men because God wan men experience happiness.... U sad because u feel happy before... EM... I should work harder.. believe tat 2morow will be better than yesterday.....

SuRPRIse!!!!!

Finally,my mom, bro and I had given my daddy a big surprise.

At 10.15 pm, v start our mission....

I incharge to hold d cake and light the candles at kitchen...

after preparing, i shout: MUMMY! Then, my mum go to switch off the lights. I saw my dad's 1st reaction... He like very angry(bcoz he was reading newspaper) stare at my mum. But when i cum to living room with holding a cake plus singing Birthday song, he like hav a shock!

Daddy:2day is Valentine's day, right?

Me: Ya

Daddy: But...

Me: celebrate ur b'day earlier mah

Mum: ya lah... Happy Birthday!!

Me: Faster blow d candle...

(OMG!!!! bcoz my mum forget to switch off the fan, so candles oredi blown off)

hahahaha... every one laugh..

I went back to kitchen again and lighten up the candles... Now, can make a wish,ba!

I m glad that he seems like very happy becoz we celebrating his birthday...HAPPY BIRTHDAY,DADDY! Wish u always stay healthy and happy!!!!!

Here is the cake......V only manage to eat half of it....

HaPPy VaLEntINe's DaY

I still single tis year. Valentine's Day, I hav to stay at home and celebrate alone. 2day went to school and found that I m quite sleepy all the times... And I feel very tired after back home.

But i still hav a gud news to share: I AM GOIN TO SARAWAK!!!!!!
Wat make me very surprise tat Mr Radha interested to join us too...
For now, i just scare that i can't score for my trial because the Sarawak trip is on July which is quite near to trial exam season. Hope that everthing is under my control.

This week were very busy. My weekends is full with maths homework. I start to feel frustrated wif the homework. The following 2 weeks will be very busy also and maybe dun hav much time to update my blog. Haiz.. what to do? This is my life, everyday tuition, homework... Sometime, i really feel very pressure. I remembered Li Shan said I looks stress. Tat's true, I'm stress!! N tired and... I dunno why suddenly i will feel so depressed.....

Anyway, later i will be celebrate my dad's birthday. Want to give him surprise! I will be upload photo later or 2morow.. hope he will happy.... I LOVE U, DADDY!!!!!

ARGH...........+ HAIZ........

T.T... I think my whole class know tat almost all my insects being eaten by THE RATS in my class... haiz... now i hav to worry bout the project again..... My group haven complete the project yet! Wat should i do? The project need to summit at the end of this month.... Looks like I hav to burn midnight oil to complete it.... Anyway, I hav to thanks to Siro for 'donating' some of their bugs for our group... Really thanks to her so much!!!!

I juz wondering, did I looks scary on Friday? I really dunno.. Did i being rude when talking o maybe asking Adrian about the event happened on thursday training? If i did, I really want to say sorry to him lah... KOMEN NEI!

Ah! Another thing is Pn Chandrika finally back to ACS again.. However, I very disappointed tat she is not going to teach our class.. Tis means, i hav to c Pn E everyday....

Em, but no matter how, i still hav 1 gud news to share! OMG! Can't believe! My monthly test for Maths 2 on last thursday, i got full marks for all the questions!!!!!! Lalala.... so happy about tat...

Hope tat every day is a good and great day for me! GAMBATE every1!!!!

BaCk To KlaNG( REaL lIfE AgAIn)

Wow man! I had rest for a week, but i feel tat is not enough for me... Haiz... No choice, no matter how, I still hav to get back to my normal and real life...

7 Days in Taiping which my hometown and celebrated Chinese New Year with my lovely family, I m so happy and glad that they are beside me... During this cny, my schedule was very full, almost everyday also went out..


25.1.09: Nothing much for 25th.. juz that sms during the night... Wishing all my frenz happy cny and help my grandpa do all the preparation to welcome the GOD of Wealth...ya! fogot! I painted my nails with black colour! This is the 1st time i try black colour... not bad...



This is the preparation.....

26.1.09: Woke up at 10.30a.m.(slept late in 25th night), spend almost 1 hours to dress up myself...wakakaka..new clothes! Then, went to grandpa's house to hav another reunion lunch...After having lunch, ANG POW TIME! YEAH! Aunties and grandparents gave angpow for us..Went to temple to pray... Ya! cousin suggested want to go to cinema to watch THE WEDDING GAME.. Then, go Taiping Sentral to watch it...
Chris Lee and Fann wong done a gud job in that movie but its a Love Story, so, nothing much to laugh for it...
I can't aspect the flowers in my grandparents house can grow so beautifully!





27.1.09:3rd aunty came back! Of course angpow again, Another relatives came to visit my grandpa, so got another angpow.... Then,i accompany my aunties once again go to temple(lalala.. dunno went there how many times.. LOL)... After praying, went back to grandparents's house. Then, photo time! snap photo...Want to go Karaok and cinema at night but its FULL!!!!!!! OMG!!!! Taiping Sentral was so crowded! haiz... Lepak there ang supper at Noddles station...


Grandma and me

Grandpa and my Brother

Grandpa and me

With cousins

my mum(in the middle with another 2 aunties)

28.1.09: Lol....Woke up 7.00a.m. in the morning....Siau.. so early, mummy wake me up...coz need to take my grandparents to visit my grandma's sister and brothers.. I was sleepind all the way coz really tired.. staying there untill 2 p.m. then going back to taiping. ZZZZZ.... about 3 pm arrive home!(finally).. Hav to go to bath and dress up myself to attend another reunion dinner(father site)... Bring along my 2 cousins(mother site)so that i will not feel too boring during the dinner(i m more closer with them).. My whole day gone!





29.1.09:Meet my old frenz at old town taiping sentral, so gud 2 meet them... V talked and talked for about 3 hours...5.30p.m to my grandparent's house to eat..
Faster went back to my aunty's house coz my mum hav a gathering with her frenz at night...

30.1.09: went to watch movie again-All's Well End Well.. Love this movie coz i laugh untill stomach ache.. din expect Louis Koo can act like so funny!...Night, packing my bag..

31.01.09: back To klang!!!!

This is all my "ACTIVITIES" during Cny... My new year just end like this... ahhhhhh.. Time not enough.. I have to back to my busy life again.....